One Month Before

 

I think for couple days last time, me and oka have some serious issue about our relationship. we fought lots and no one wanted to take down their ego. But we through it together with many tears and smiles. Maybe its happen because of we didn't see each others more than 3 months. Sad? YES!! definitely very sad moments in my life. But oka made me surprised because he decided to come home this December. (i'm so excited).

We are planning to have an anniversary private party which is just two of us who will celebrate it and he said that he will bring something that can make me smile. Now, i have many plans to do. I have to do my hair, my face , prepare for my clothes (what i'm gonna wear), my shoes, my make up and many more. its just exhausted. I just wanna meet oka already. So i'm counting days now. wish me luck.

P.S Happy 11 months honey pie xoxo

When You Miss Someone

Its been a week since oka left surabaya and moved to jakarta. He got work to do at there. So deeply sad because everyday it met him until 19th September, he had to move to jakarta and now i can't see him. I just see him from his profil picture on Blackberry and he usually send me some pictures of him self.
Last night, i was thinking about "what people do when someone they love leaving them for the time that we don't know they will come back?" . So my brain answer really quickly about this question. People usually imagine their partners beside them when their partners are far away. Sometime people look at their partners photo and listen to some romantic songs. And sometimes, they sent their partners some poetry so their partners feel the same.
And then the next question is "are you sure that your partners feel the same as you are?". My brain refused to answer this question but now i can answer it because of my boyfriend's notebook. Simple answer "yes" .
Today, this time, i realize that my boyfriend is a romantic person in the world but he never tell me or he never act like that. When i opened his notebook, i saw a beautiful note at the right corner. there is a note which is fill with all my phone numbers and his secret's blog name. So cute right.
YES!! I miss him too much and i really enjoy loving him now.
xoxoxo your beloved gek  

Beautiful Moment

Dear Ida Bagus Oka Arnawa,
First time, i saw you at the gym, i was thinking that you were the most resent person that i ever saw. And then we talked in Social Network but i didn't interest with you. Second time we met at my campus, i knew you well. I was wrong about you before. You talked much about your life, your future and your purpose. That's make me in love with you but not at first sight.
I know you didn't love me when you said you wanna with me, be my boyfriend and i felt that too. 3 months later, you said it clearly that you in love with me. And i knew that i've been in love with you too.
We share too many happiness and sadness. Fight and laugh together in every moments. But its never stop us to loving each other. its already 8 months or maybe 9 months but i wanna with you forever. If you have to go leaving me now because of the job you taken, i will waiting for you. i'm believing you always, believing that you can be success full man that brought me happiness always in my life.
Be with me until some disaster destroy our love because i'm totally in love with you forever.
Be my husband, be someone who can lead my days, be someone who can protect me, be someone who can control me, be a father for my children in the future and be my love forever.
Sincerely, your beloved. MSP.

Photo Booth

This is our first photo booth. We make fun of it. Actually oka asked me first to do this things and i love to do it. We didn't have many picture of us. And we are planning to do formal shoot with my friend as photographer. Hope i can share it soon. xoxoxo.

P.S : Six months are really amazing with you. I really love you and still in love with you. Hope we can feel like this forever. I will be waiting for you until you can pick up from my dad. love you.

The Bad News

Last Night the car conversation began, you talked about future and family. You talked again about the open house of modelling that you took. And you talked about going to leave Surabaya for better future.
You gonna left me in here alone with all stuff of your memory. It was the sadness conversation that we had. Really sad :((
2 months later from now, you have to leave Surabaya for better future. This is the hard part of me for letting you go. But its for your future, i have to support you whatever you are. For me, crying is not solving my problem of you, its just make you sad and down to earth.
Every steps you take, i will always support you in behind. And if you have to go to Jakarta, then go. Reach your dream. I love you Ida Bagus Oka Arnawa. And always love you. I will waiting in Surabaya <3

I'm Proud of You

Yesterday on Sunday 27 of May 2012, My boyfriend had to fight on Grandfinal of Modelling.
First we went to Sriwijaya building where is on HR Muhammad Surabaya, Then we had lunch at there. At 1 o'clock, the Grandfinal started and Oka did the best he could
He was nervous but still had some confidence. After he performed, he asked my opinion about his performed and i said the truth.
At the end of the show, The Host read Oka name for the first winner of C group. He got trophy and notebook for winning the show.
For me it was a great moment to support him for what he like. its very joy moment of him and me of course. I'm really proud of him for winning this contest or show.

L.O.V.E

 

Like Christina Perri said :  "I have died everyday waiting for you, darling don't be afraid, i have loved you for a thousand year"

Like Jessie J said : "You like a laserlight, burning down, burning down on me"

Like Colbie Caillat said : "Take time to realize that you warm me crashing down on in.. if you just realize what i just realize if we perfect for each other will never find another"

Like Secondhand Serenade said : "Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you over again don't make me change my mine"

Like Bad English said : "When i see you smile i can fface the world, you know i can do anything. When i see you smile, i see a shining light through the rain"

Like James Morrison said : "Cause you give me something that me make scare alright, this could be nothing but i willing to give a try, please give me something, cause someday i might know my heart"

Like David Cook said : "You always be part of me, i part of you definitely girl don't you know you can't escape me ohh darling you always be my baby"

Maybe loving you is the best things i do in this world, Knowing you is the exciting things and Be with you is all i want it. Its okay i'm not the first but make me the last for you and i'll do it the same things to you. Your shoulder is my wall to face my future. You and me is born to burn together.

The Adventures of Tintin

Its been long time for me not watching cartoon movie, so i decided to watch this movie.
The adventures of  Tintin, legend cartoon movie about young boy with intelligent IQ. This movie have very excellent graphics and worth to watch. Maybe this is the recommended movie for you guys to watch. Happy weekend :))

Sweet Escape to Paradise

Last week, i had some few days for sweet escape in bali. It was really great spending my time there with all my family. Visiting lots of my family, Enjoying talk with my grandma and Eating some foods that i can't find in surabaya. Great moments there.
First day, i spent in blahbatuh. Blahbatuh is my dad's hometown in Gianyar. Its quite there. Not many people live there. The weather is warm but at night its really cold actually. Love to spending time at there for relaxing.
Second day, my dad's family had a ceremony called  "ngeruwak". Actually the ceremony was for celebrate the temple of our religion. and after the ceremony, i drove to Denpasar alone, spending time to buy some stuff for my friends.
Third day, my aunt took me to my mother's hometown. Its on Kubu, Karangasem. Really hot at there, but the beach made me relax and i took some pictures at there.
Fourth day, i came back to surabaya. Before that, i bought burger king for my boyfi because he asked me for it.
Its was really excited at there. sweet escape ever xoxoxo.